2010 is in the past...
2011 is where we live now...
within these few days of New Year, lots of things happened... including the things I expect and the things that I don't even expect... well....It's part and parcel of life...
I started my degree course this year.... Not easy... More hectic even though the schedule seems so relaxing... It's only at the first glance, it seems to be more free time... But guess what... I don't feel more free time... All the time my mind is thinking of a thing...
This brand new year brings a greater responsibility to myself... 1st is becoming the leader of my class... 2nd, in the process of taking over the leadership role of CG01... 3rd, being as active as I can in His ministry (in college or GEPC) 4th, fulfilling my resolutions....
I wonder if I'm capable of carrying so many burdens this year..
O Lord, am I ready to be responsible of so many things? Am I really really ready to face the challenges? Help me Lord!! You know my limits.... You know what I am capable of... Let Your will be done in me... Give me Thy strength to sail through this unpredictable year.....
Feeling kinda down... Maybe I still unable to manage my feelings well yet... *I thought I had* hmmm...... When adults say something, at the end, they might not do what they had said... All the preparation, efforts and sacrifices made seems worthless...Always like that.... hmmm....
I pray Lord that I won't be like that... Help me to walk my talk and talk my walk.....
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