Last post of 2011

This would be the official last post of year 2011... :))

This year had been a year of great joy and challenges for me.... The ups and downs made me a stronger person at the end.. :) I praise the Lord for leading and guiding me throughout the times when the wheel of life brought me down...  I also want to take this opportunity to thank all my family members, friends, classmates, college-mate, church members and all who had help me throughout the year for without the support and encouragement from all of you, I won't be in the good state I'm in now... Thank you Lord for giving me great companies here on Earth and always remind me of the Great Commission that I have here.. :) May the new year of 2012 brings great joy and peace to all  <3

When do you wanna go out with me??

this particular guy keep on asking me this question...he's my friend since primary school...we were very closed during our primary 6...but in secondary,we barely talk...lots of sweet memories during our primary 6...my besties knows that he fall for me....but i never responded....
now, even we are so far away...not met for couple of years...he asked me this ques.. but he's unpredictable... he may show interest or maybe my misinterpretation of his actions and words at one moment... and the next moment he'll say dun message me,my girlfriend uses my account... and i was like.. Huh??
after few months of silent, he asked again this ques... One thing for sure.... I WILL NEVER GO OUT WITH A GUY WHO IS INVOLVED~ pls dun drag me along.. i dun wan to cause any problem between u n yr gf... i dun wanna talk blame and accused of being the 3rd party.... so pls...leave me alone... i'll be able to survive even without you.....

On the wheels....

After such a long time since the last trip on public transport back to hometown for the 1-awaited-week-long hols, I might have been anxious on travelling in Transnasional on Friday noon... :) I noticed the clock it ticking so slowly...huhu...The duration was 6 solid hours from TBS... *hurt*

All that I did was to read some story book that I packed in my bag while munching on some tit-bits that I brought along and....... sleep? hehe... nevertheless, I noticed the names of few places which I never crossed my mind that would still be up...

When we passed N9, there's signs stating LOMANG PANEH... Which is like the dialect of the state... Then in the boarder of Johor and Pahang, I never knew the name of the place before this anyway, it's Lebam Chondong.. *i think that's the name =.=*

But I enjoy the scenery throughout the trip *when I'm not sleeping that is.. *

Nov will be quite a travelling schedule for me right up to Dec... :S I need to find entertainment for myself in the bus..... :P

i had my 2nd SBE in Mersing the other day.. :) this time, I did it with one of my coursemate.. It had been an awesome one.. The difference between this time and the previous one is that this time I'd been given a relived class to enter.. It was 5 Karisma.. nice time spend with them..they love to sing Mersing Hebat... haha... btw, that song is quite addictive too...hehe... I fell in love with that song too when I first heard it.. :)) so no questioning why the kids love it.. <3
Besides that, this time I spent lots of time with Pendidikan Khas students...

This is my 2 closest Pendidikan Khas students.. :)

The above is my closest two students... they are so cute...I started to miss them since the day after I finished my second SBE... How I wish I could spend more time with them... They are soooo adorable.... Just imagine, they could go n wash their school shoe during gardening period... hahahaha.... washing their show till it's clean... Miss them SO MUCH.... <3

Other than that, I guess it's just normal due to teachers getting the UPSR students ready to sit for their examination... Looking forward for the next one.. ^^

Merdeka-raya 2011

It had been such a long time that I had updated my blog with the things happening... I think I might just cramped it all in here... hehe...

The previous post I had talked abt my trip to the orphanage home in Ampang.. After that trip, I started to get busy with the upcoming choir performance which is for the 50th Anniversary celebration of TCF.. Btw, TCF stands for Teacher's Christian Fellowship.. Since I started my day in IPG Kampus Ilmu Khas, I had been quite actively involved myself in this non-profitable organization.. Now, what did I was about to talk on?? Oh ya.... the anniversary celebration... We had been told abt this few months ago.. but I'm really disappointed with the commitment and lack of spirit of some of the choir members that they could just careless abt the choir... Even the Teknik students had looking forward the choir practice and performance since the semester starts...  But I believe God had use us marvelously..  XD

After much practice and sacrifices made, the long awaited day finally arrived.. I drove to DUMC around 7 plus due to another member who turned up late that morning.... hmm... Thank God that there's not much traffic problems.. :) Throughout the celebration, I personally had enjoyed the whole process... Much points to ponder on and lots of things learnt and reminded... :)) Love the worship session led by Ps Cheli.. :))

After got back from the celebration, it's time for me to catch up with my sleep that I had deprived from due to assignments due date.. hehe... in total I had slept for 13 hours from Saturday evening till Sunday morning.. :)) On Monday, the day before Raya, I travelled back to my hometown with my sister... From the beginning of the journey till reached, it seems like ages...haha...

Today, got message from friends on the Raya Tour 2011...hhee... so tomorrow begins my journey of Raya... :)) Loving everything that happens in my life.. Thank you Lord..Thank You soooooo muchhhhh........

This year, so happen that Raya coincides with Malaysia's National Day... but it doesn't make any difference for me as both falls in the school break...hehe... But I take this opportunity to wish all my readers a blessed Raya and Merdeka.. Hope that all we'll have a good time of rest with beloved family members as everyone tries to go back to hometown to celebrate and take the opportunity to have everyone back home... :))

*P/S: Can't wait to start my 2nd PBS... but wishes that time will stop just before I need to go back to KL again.... ;)

I'm back on blogging.....

It's been so long since my last post here.... WOW!!!

New semester had begun 1 month plus ago... It's so hectic... I didn't see this coming... At the same time, even though it had been only a month plus, there were so many obstacles in my way.. the things that I had planned and hope for is not approved... wuaarrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I know it's God's plan....

Now, in the midst of assignment, I feel that it's time for me to start writing again here... To share the blessings that God had blessed me with even though some time I feel down, and tired... The Lord has shown me great mercy and love... He never ever forsake me... He is so kind and patient towards me...

I know that He's in control of my life... I thank Him for the protection, for good health, for wisdom, for strength to go through this new semester... the remaining semester will be as great as I am experiencing now...

End of last month (July,30) my course mates and I went to an orphanage house in Ampang... It's overwhelming to see how the kids stay strong despite the absence of their parents to look after them..How well mannered are them compare to the ones who are staying with parents now.. They appreciate every single moment they had together.. We played games with them, sang song with them... It's so fun that I even laugh till I cried... It's one of the moments I cherish the most....

These few months had been a roller coaster for me... But above all things, all I can say is Thank You Lord for sustaining me.... I love You, Lord....

Sp3ci@L oNe~~

My 50th post.. :)

In the midst of sickness....

All I could think of is....

How fortunate am I to have this person in my life..
Undergone suffering and pain to bring me into this world..
Patiently guided and taught me...
Never sigh and complaint...
Always loving and care about me....
Encouraging me all the time....
Giving me all the support that I need...
Spent lots of time sharing about life...
And things to expect in the future...
Giving advices all the way...
Reminding each and everyone of us the importance of gathering together as a whole...
Help me to get back on my feet....
Ground me in my faith....
And many many more to scribble...
All I could say is....

TQ Soo0oooo0ooo00 much MOTHER!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥
I am really grateful that you are my mother... I thank God for putting me into this family... It has been a blessing to have you as my mum... Happy Mother's Day MUM.... =)

Sad............

I'm feeling so sad that my purse is lost... huhu... never lost anything that is so important before in my life... rushing to get things back in order drained all my energy especially after finished the exam for Tamadun Islam & Tamadun Asia (TITAS) and Pengurusan Gerko... haiz...

Lodge a police report ady... have to redo my MyCard adn ATM card...huhu

PBS Week (21st-25th March 2011)

Had my 1st PBS (Pengalaman Berasaskan Sekolah) or also known as SBE (School Based Experience) during the week after hols... :)

I was quite nervous when the day was approaching nearer and nearer. Thank God eventhough I was the only one from my college to do there, I managed to finish my task and complete my daily goal. :) It wasn't easy, I admit. But with the help of my schoolmate and teachers, I mange to sail through the week without much problems..

1st day at school... It was Monday. And of course, there's assembly. Felt so awkward to be standing with all the other teachers. Met a few teachers that thought me previously and had a good time catching up with them. When round the school and had encounter with few funny moments.. Firstly, the Primary 1 student (1Best): Eee... Ader cikgu baru la... *waving their hands at us* one student came out from the class via the back door to greet us and  salam.. *touched and at the same time shy* Second, the Primary 3 students (3 Kamil/Karisma): Weih, ader cikgu baru la... Cepat la duduk... *laughing deep down*

2nd day at school... Interviewed a couple of teachers for my Falsafah Pendidikan assignment... One of it is the GPK 1 and the other is the Guru Media... :) Tried to find the music room that I missed alot.... But din't found it... :(

3rd day.... Met with the 2Best class teacher and BM teacher to get 4 students data for the Perkembangan Kanak-Kanak assignment... Arranged time to observe the teacher's P&P in class.. Interviewed another teacher - GPK HEM... At last, found the music room.. It's like a mini studio... Quite small but nice :) When into the library to have a look and see the changes after 8 years leaving the school... Lots of changes.. Even there's Kampus Astro in the library... Aww.... *jealous*

4th day.... Interviewed the 4 kids... Other kids were curious and wanted to join... Funny moments when they say their answers based on their understanding.. One boy that I interviewed became very closed to me... :) Promised to get them things that they like... :) Submitted the laporan that the school asked for.. Another encounter today... While was walking up the stairs, a boy who was walking down, goin to the toilet said: Cikgu, cikgu tak masuk pon kelas saya ek... *astonished* *happy at the same time*

Last day.... :( Met the GB for a few things that needed to be settled.. including the borang sahsiah and the attendance form... Then went into the 2Best to fulfill my promised to the students.. :) They became more talkative in class that day.. They wanted to participate in every question posted by the teacher.. :) *remembered those old times*

It's been a wonderful time with the kids... Missed them so much.... :)

B.I.G

It's been quite some time since the last post~~ Work load seems never ending.. 24h ain't enough to do everything that I'm required to do...

Last week (22-25 February) my class had to go for our B.I.G camp.. It's a camp that every future teacher in the IPG MUST participate.. This year, the government have money to let us go out from our campus to have the camp. My campus had the camp at Pasir Panjang, PD.. Nice area.. Full of trees.. Lots of monkeys... NO LEECHES...hehe...

The camp was held for 4 days 3 nights. And as usual, at any camp, we'll have activities such as Jungle Trackking and Rafting, LDK, Performance night..... The 1st day, when we reached the place - Brindley Training and Camp (BTC), we had our taklimat on pitching the tents and safety measures that we have to take throughout the camp... In total, we have 19 tents.. 8 for the guys and the rest for the girls.. :) That night, we had ice breaking session.. It's the normal ice breaking session where they ask us to find friends of the same month, same state, and bla bla bla... Getting to know other friends of other courses better...

The 2nd day, we had our 1st outdoor activity which is Jungle Trackking. We tracked for 4km only.. But going up and down the hill is the toughest and the most tiring part. Moreover, the track is quite slippery and not many places that we can get hold of the tree to stabalize ourselves.. During the activity, we had a task to fulfill.. It's called "Ancient Wedding". My group received our task to do the dowry with flora motive with the natural elements that we could find the the jungle.. We had 30 minutes to accomplish our task. At the end of the activity, we have to present it and we had great time performing all of our task together with all the groups. Later in the evening, we did some colour personality test and had another LDK that night.. We came out with our group logo and motto.. After creating our logo and motto, we were asked to explain the reason of each motives we have on our logo.. Most of the groups crap things that of course are logical.. And we had a fun time laughing at their explanation... :)

On the 3rd day, we had our water activity which is rafting.. We were been taught how to build our own raft before getting the equipments to build the raft. There will be 3 rafts which will be sitted by 25 participants each.. I had a good time building the raft as it was my 1st time building it... :) Our task is to paddle the raft to almost 1km from the shore to get our flag and bring it back... It was kinda like a competition between the 3 rafts... And our raft got FIRST place!!!!! XD Of course there were lots of problems when we just started to paddle our raft.. So far that day, the rafting is the activity I enjoyed the most... =D Later, we had to come out with a project named "YB's 1Million Project".. It is where we have 1 million to spent to build/renovate any town under the YB's territory.. When the night arrived, it was the night of performance~~~ Most of the groups did sketch, drama and theater.. We had wonderful time watching each group presenting their performances...

It's the last day... We'll be heading back soon... As usual, there's the closing ceremony by the Timbalan Pengarah... And the price giving ceremony... After all ended, we had a group pic taken... :) We headed back to KL around 1pm...

Overall, the camp was quite fun where we enjoyed ourselves especially the water activity... :)

mixed feelings

Valentine day is just round the corner~
I wonder if there will anything special this year...haha.. but some how or rather i know nothing magical will happen... :P

hmm... guys can easily change their hearts to another person eventhough he might say he love someone really much... So don't simply trust guys.. Although I know not all guys are like tat but, majority are like tat... So GIRLS, we have to BE CAREFUL before opening our hearts to the opposite sex.. GUARD your heart well~~

Most Important is SET your time for GOD for HE is the ONE & ONLY PERSON that will constantly by our side no matter what happens to us :)

GOD BLESS everyone~~~

Third cup of wine

22nd January...

I went for a wedding dinner in ParkRoyal Hotel... It's CK & Joann's big day... Too bad, I wasn't there for the church wedding... We went to the wedding dinner after the church's service.. It was almost 8pm when we reached there. The event haven't started... I love the service offered by the waiter and waitress there... They served us well.. But one thing..... The waiter likes to give me more portion than the rest........!!!! Argggggghhhh~~~~~

After all, I drank my 3rd cup of wine... It's only table wine... not really that nice as compared to my 1st cup of wine....hehhe..... But, I'm waiting to drink my next cup of wine...... Hoping it's going to be soon..... hahah.... Who's turn next???

                                                              < My 3rd Cup of Wine>

1st day of Philosophy class

Finally, after almost a month of this new semester, the lecturer of philosophy started to teach the subject. Before this was like missing in action... Having the same lecturer for philosophy and child development.. I'm really speechless... He's triying very hard to make lots of jokes but nothing academicly really sticks and stays in mind... How am I suppose to sit for this paper at the end of this sem?? Aiyoooo~~~~

I'm seriously going into a hot pot of soup... Just imagine, all he ask us to do is present, present and present... Even if we don't understand, we have to make the other class members understand... HOW?????

Assignments coming in soooooooooooo sooon.... really sooooooon..........lots of ISL, and presentation to be finished before the pile of assingments come in..... :S
Goin to burn midnight oil already......

12 days of 2011~~

2010 is in the past...
2011 is where we live now...

within these few days of New Year, lots of things happened... including the things I expect and the things that I don't even expect... well....It's part and parcel of life...

I started my degree course this year.... Not easy... More hectic even though the schedule seems so relaxing... It's only at the first glance, it seems to be more free time... But guess what... I don't feel more free time... All the time my mind is thinking of a thing...
This brand new year brings a greater responsibility to myself... 1st is becoming the leader of my class... 2nd, in the process of taking over the leadership role of CG01... 3rd, being as active as I can in His ministry (in college or GEPC) 4th, fulfilling my resolutions....

I wonder if I'm capable of carrying so many burdens this year..
O Lord, am I ready to be responsible of so many things? Am I really really ready to face the challenges? Help me Lord!! You know my limits.... You know what I am capable of... Let Your will be done in me... Give me Thy strength to sail through this unpredictable year.....

Feeling kinda down... Maybe I still unable to manage my feelings well yet... *I thought I had* hmmm...... When adults say something, at the end, they might not do what they had said... All the preparation, efforts and sacrifices made seems worthless...Always like that.... hmmm....
I pray Lord that I won't be like that... Help me to walk my talk and talk my walk.....

A p03m cr3at3d aS a PreSsi3 to mY dAd for his birThdaY~~

Happy Birthday DAD (27 Dec)

Everytime I know you will be there
By my side
Supporting every step I take
Embrace me when I'm down
Carry me when I fall
Giving me all the love and care
Without any sigh of tiredness

How grateful I am to have you
How wonderful it is to be your daughter
How happy I am to be with you
It's your birthday..
I wish the best of the best to you
Have a blessed bornday :)

I will always LOVE you 
xoxoxox

wHen inSpiRati0n f3eLs mY heAd~~

~Missing You~

I can't stop thinking of you
The memories we had together
Still so afresh in my mind
It's like I left the place not long ago
This isn't a feeling I usually face
I think I'm falling for you

Every night it's you that I think of
Everytime I'm by myself
It's you that pops into my mind
Ohh....

Missing you, my baby
Missing the times we had together
Chatting, walking, studying,
Oh what a memory

:)