Saturday, December 11, 2010

U?? Nah~~ God?? YEAH!!!!!!!!!

suddenly another thing pop into my life...is it just my feelings?or is it u r really flirting with me?? @@
seriously i dunno wat had got into u... scary fella...luckily i'm no longer there......*relieve* but to whom shall i share this thing with?? 'him'?? NAH!!~~ he will no longer know anything that happen in my life!!

my grandpa is getting better already but is causing a freat enormous hEADACHE and chaos!!!! oh no~ i'm complaining.....

i lost my temper already today.. my patience had reached its limit... i can't take it anymore! my whole inner-self feel like bursting out.. i no longer can stand the stress and i might break down one day if this still continues on.. oh God, pls help me... do hear my cry, pleaseeeeeee~~

hmmm... ESPlosion Camp is here~~ yippie!! can't wait to be there :)
however, all my mind can think now is how will grandma be when i'm nt around for these few days?? hmm..... then, how can i be able to relax myself when i'm in RBR? i really hope i can stabilize my whole self during the camp~ i need to refocus my all onto the Almighty One.. i've gone astray too far and too long.. :( so sorry Lord :'( i didn't mean to do so~ i pray tat my strength will be renewed in You.. and in You alone i put my hope... ><

and now it's time to get my rest~ will post in the details of the ESPlosion camp once i'm back~~~~~~ XD