Sunday, May 31, 2009

Scho0linG dAys...PART 3

Form 4 days really flies. But there are a few memorable incidents I guess.... =P
I remembered our additional maths' project. Our teacher was so good. She help us right from the beginning till the end. She taught use to do the formulae using excel...which now I can't even remember how...LOL...my group consist of 5 members. All of us were very playful at that time. We really take our own sweet time to finish our project; which actually made us kinda sleepless for the week before deadline. I don't believed I got the guts to do that. =P
Ohh... There's one guy flirt around in the class. Almost all of the girls had been his gf. But luckily for me I'm not thee kind who will follow the flow.

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During the form 5....
I was active in the English Sosiety. I became the president of the Society. As usual, I participated in the debate competition. *As I can remember, our school had never represented our district to state level for a very very long time. I think the last was during my sister's time.* So, I was determine to represent the district at state level. But I know there are so many strong competitors.As we had lost to the strong ones previously. I was a lil bit scared. No one won't be so afraid. Even the teachers didn't put high hopes on us. But deep down in my heart I wanted to win this not for myself but for the school. I want to do something that could make the school reign it's glory again.
*Why do I sounded like so.........hehe.... =)*
After various fought, we made to the final. The best thing was that the final was held on my birthday. So everyone was saying if we won the debate competition, it will be my best present of all. I was so nervous that we won't beat the strong team. AFter debating for nearly one hour plus, the competition was over. The result will only be announce during the closing ceremony. All the debators sat together, waiting patiently with heart beating as if running. Then, the moment had arrived. The result was so slow that I felt like the world had stop turning. Everyone was so anxious to know the result. It was a shocking moment when they announced that our school had won the debate competition and the best speaker was given to my 2nd speaker. *I'm the 3rd speaker. The person who rebut all the points raised by the opponent.* The 2nd speaker went to take his trophy and ask a chance to talk a short while. No one was seeing that coming. He said, " Thank you to the judges for awarding this trophy to me. I won't be able to take this trophy if not for our team's 3rd speaker (he is refering me). So I would like to give this trophy to her and also as her birthday present." I was dumbstruck. My teacher's were looking at me and smiled. Even my other team member's too. I was so embarassed. When the ceremony was over, we took a photo at the stage to keep in the school's book. Another thing happened was that after taking the photos, all of them sang happy birthday song for me. It was so loud and unexpected. Later, we went to the canteen to have lunch. I can't forget the whole incident. If I was a person who blushes easily, surely my cheeks were blushing for the whole time. But thanks to them, I had the most memorable birthday in my life. =D

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Unbelieveable

There are myriad kinds of human being in the world. At times you may meet someone who is so good that even the word 'amazing' is not enough to describe that person. But no doubt that there are hypocrites in this world.

I, myself met so many hypocrites. One of them is a person whom I met from somewhere out of no where. * The person name is discrete* This person (****) so sweet at first when I know ****. We chatted and called each other. I have seen **** pic and so is ****. One fine day, out of the blue we fought. He started scolding me with bad words and tell me to shut up and all the things that hurt a girl's feeling. I don't know whether **** realises or not but the words that were said can't be taken back, the feelings that were hurt ain't be cured just by saying the word 'SORRY'. There ain't anything to do when a guy hurt a girl's feeling *Guys who are reading this remember not to hurt a girl's feeling no matter you are the girl's friend or whatever. Some girls may look strong on the outside but a girl's heart and feelings is vulnerable and can't be fine as you play around with the guy friend.*
Then its like we kinda lost in touch for sometime. * I don't know why but whenever I meet a new person or even my guy friends at school and we start texting each other, there will always a point where we sorta quiten to each other. It's kinda weird but it always happened to me.* After for sometime **** begin to text me again and say sorry and whatsoever. I don't know what made ****'s attitude to change and appologize. Do guys think that everything will be all fine again after appologize? Girls will surely say appology accepted but here's a fact - NOTHING can be the same as before an incident happen. No matter what was that incident was.

Back to my story....
We chatted using MSN only. We couldn't talk much for we have nothing in common anymore. Not long, the fight was been started again. And we stop chatting right until today. I didn't expect to hear from **** anymore. I had totally forgotten about ****'s existance before in one part of my life. **** was conveying ****'s concern for me which I don't really got touched.

I can't believe how hypocrite a person can be.