happy moments...

being able to take part in the process of claiming the soul of God's people is a wonderful feeling..things can be said and be done but to be part of it is more than any words could describe...tears of joy from each believers and the atmosphere is incredibly amazing.. nothing can ever prevent it from happening..b4 tis many have said how great it is 2 b part of it..but u will never understand that feeling at that moment till u experience it urself...

last day in campus.....end of 1st semester....

after the exam, the Damaians went out to Berjaya Times Square... the main intention was to watch 2012... the movie is incredible...it makes me realise that we have to be grateful and not to keep any feelings to ourself because we do not know what will happen to us in the future...few days back we went to midvalley and leisure mall....at midvalley we watched The Time Traveller's Wife..funny yet touching.... then to the arcade to play daydona with Lyn...we played 8 rounds...1 round of drumming...1 round of shooting...thought of bowling but the queue was so long....
at leisure mall we went to the arcade again...daydona again..but there the daydona not nice to play coz not connected to each other....we can oni fight wif the machine...tried to play the after shock but it was so duh....played mini basketball....Jia En is the expert...4 rounds of ManX (motorbike)...I'M the CHAMPION!!!!! i have no idea how i can be the expert in that....LOL....then to the crocbite...Chia Bin was the expert and of course Jia Lyn - the expert in Daydona.....no one can beat her....my gosh.....salute her ady la.... :P
today...went in Cosmic world....sat on the dizzy izzie twice...didnt made to the bumper cars.....and twice on the ooor's space....the dizziest of all.... :D once to the doll game...Lyn won a medium size dino named LG (LynGrace)....heheh....then to the movie...2012!!!! dunno want to describe using what word....really make u feel so sad but at the same time makes u feel u need to appreciate whatever is right in front of u..... :)

next semester going back to the cosmic world with Lyn...!!!!!!!!! XD

LOYAL PEST......

invented by : jia en, jia lyn n me..
place : velodrum, cheras
time : 6.10pm

do u all know there is such thing as loyal pest?? how can a pest be so loyal to one person?? it's amazing !!!
but surely no one wants 2 have a loyal pest in their life..haha.... anyone wants can contact me...i'll be willingly pass the pest to them....

fats are building up from every angle......

after skipping lunch and dinner, i had a heavy super...eating nasi lemak at 11.30 pm is amazing.. how can i not be fat? i'm feeling all the fats are building themselves to form a tower...LOL....
i hv around 1 more month to go...2 more weeks before semester exam... 50 more days to reach the deadline of my bet with my fren... :P
tomorow wanna go back hostel earlier...n as i can recall it will be the earliest of all....haha....

best,tiring weekend....

such a great weekend....meeting up with cousins and far away relatives are nice bt too many are exhausting..overall it was bombastic to be with all my relatives at the same time.. too many funny moments to be written all over the page.. the funniest incident was the mistaken identity between my father and his younger brother (my uncle).... the tiredness of gushing here n there between the three houses makes my back ache... hope that the holidays weren't tat fast to end..am feeling so so tired to wake up from my hostel bed to go to class tomorow....LOL......

sleepiness...........

felt like time flies really really slow during the times in the class studying... but during hols, time flies so quickly until we dun really notice it's time to get back to the books...haiz... =.=" i lost count of the number of times i felt my eyelids wanna closed within 40 minutes of lecture.....LOL... This is so damn bored... i wanna sleep.......i wanna b back home.....

does he really meant wat he said???

how m i to know whether wat had beenn said by guy can be trusted or not? do they really meant what they say? or they say it for other underlying purpose? can guys be trusted nowadays? so many doubts about guys..

shud i or shudnt i??

hmmm....i'm in a such a dilemma....dunno which one suits me best.... btw, my life in IPGM Kampus Ilmu Khas is much much happier despite of the bunch of assignments and exams coming....LOL... compared to IPGM Kampus Raja Melewar, we study a lil bit slow here...most of our lectures based on presentation...which i dun really quite like..... =P but, that's wat i will have to go through no matter wat happends.....

mErdekA ceLebRati0n at IPGM Kampus Ilmu Khas

this morning we have the monthly assembly which also included with the 52nd Merdeka celebration. our class need  to sing choir of four songs. the national anthem, IPGM, IPGM Kampus Ilmu Khas, Tanggal 31 and lagu Malaysia satu by faizal tahir. the Malaysia Satu song is very nice to hear and rock babe...hehehe....
wish i cud post it here now.. but too bad that the place here is using school net. every thing also block...!! haiz.....so sad....once i get back home, i'll try to post it here...  :D
till then, take care guys...thx for still reading my post even though i didn't update it for such a long time....

1st weEk at IPGM Kampus Raja Melewar...

The orientation week was so hectic and tiring. I could hardly catch a breath during my short period of break. With addition, I need to climb up to the highest floor to get to my room. Every day, up and down the stairs. My leg felt so weak that I could even think of not getting down to the hall to attend the taklimat. Just imagine, the break time ain't enough for us to get to the bathroom. Unless about 11pm. The water there was so super cold. It's like there's ice cubes in the tank whole day long. So freezing cold.
But it was interesting getting to know more friends and the campus. The lecturers look fierce and stern but once we get to know them, they were really good. They understand us.

After the SPM examination last year, I never wake up at 6 am anymore. But during the 1st week there, we were forced to wake up at 4.30am. What the ****!!!! I don't even wake up at that early when I was schooling back then. With the gloomy and sleepy eyes, all of us got up and change. Then we went down to the gym(for the nons) and have moral activity.

The thing is that the gym was NOT like a gym at all. No facilities could be seen anywhere in there. All that we can see was that bird's poop and feathers scattering on the floor. ARGHH!!!!! One funny incident happened there during our moral activity. One of the Indian student was asked to stand in the middle of the gym ; which is in the middle of our big circle to do a task. He was asked to dance and sing and act as a leader to us. After he finish doing his task, a bird from above gave him a nice big 'present' on his t-shirt collar. The best thing was that he didnt realize the 'gift' until his friend smelled something stinky... :D

inTerviEwiNg SesSioN....

It had been such a long time since my last post. Huhu...Time really flies. I h=could hardly find time to post anything new here. Luckily for me, I have some time to post a few new things that happened to me for these few weeks.

Early Jun I guess, I was called to attend an interview for the teaching college. I got interviewed at IPGM Kampus Temenggong Ibrahim. Around 10.40 am, the interviewee had to sit for INSAK test a.k.a the Personality Test. We had 135 questions to be answered in only half an hour period. But all of us manage to finish all the questions in that short period of time. After that, we waited for our turn to be interviewed by the two interviewers in groups and individually.

During the group interview, we were ask to discuss on the benefits and our opinion about Ko-Kurikulum Activities in school. We took turns to talk about our opinions. When we finished, we then waited for the individual interview.

I was the 2nd person to go in the room. When my turn, they asked me to talk about my family background which includes my SPM results. Then the interviewer asked me why did I chose to be a teacher. I gave my reasons and so on. She kept asking questions and things. My interview was done in 2 languages; BM and English. The final question asked to me was "What the the global issue happening in North Korea now?" I was like WWHHAAT?? hmmm..what should I say? I have no idea what was happening in my country. What more I know about other country? LOL...But I know they were testing my confidence in answering and facing difficulties and unknown situation. After that, I proceed back to my home and waited for the results to be announced via the net.

bEst meDicinE f0r thE heAdacHe.....

If you are one of my friends in MSN, then you should know that I will be changing my numbers rite... But the real agenda of me changing my number is hidden....

Still remember one of my post about the guy ****?? Here's something new.....

**** contacted me yesterday...**** asked for my new number which of course I don't let **** know. **** also said he read my blog and follow it. What a crap to sweet talk and do nothing about it. how cud I ever believed what was said is true. When a girl's trust for someone had been betrayed, nothing ccan be done to regain the trust. NO MATTER whateva you do. * Guys, you do know that don't you? * All the sweet talk don't work after fighting. It makes me feel more hatred towards ****. So, If **** is reading this post, GET LOST from my life. I don't wanna hear anything from you. For the record, you are no longer in my MSN friend list since the day we first fought! So don't thought you are still my friend!

oh ya...
the hidden agenda for changing my number is to built a new connection with a new bunch of friends and my relatives and not forgetting to get rid of the bunch of losers friends in the past especially ****!

Scho0linG dAys...PART 3

Form 4 days really flies. But there are a few memorable incidents I guess.... =P
I remembered our additional maths' project. Our teacher was so good. She help us right from the beginning till the end. She taught use to do the formulae using excel...which now I can't even remember how...LOL...my group consist of 5 members. All of us were very playful at that time. We really take our own sweet time to finish our project; which actually made us kinda sleepless for the week before deadline. I don't believed I got the guts to do that. =P
Ohh... There's one guy flirt around in the class. Almost all of the girls had been his gf. But luckily for me I'm not thee kind who will follow the flow.

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During the form 5....
I was active in the English Sosiety. I became the president of the Society. As usual, I participated in the debate competition. *As I can remember, our school had never represented our district to state level for a very very long time. I think the last was during my sister's time.* So, I was determine to represent the district at state level. But I know there are so many strong competitors.As we had lost to the strong ones previously. I was a lil bit scared. No one won't be so afraid. Even the teachers didn't put high hopes on us. But deep down in my heart I wanted to win this not for myself but for the school. I want to do something that could make the school reign it's glory again.
*Why do I sounded like so.........hehe.... =)*
After various fought, we made to the final. The best thing was that the final was held on my birthday. So everyone was saying if we won the debate competition, it will be my best present of all. I was so nervous that we won't beat the strong team. AFter debating for nearly one hour plus, the competition was over. The result will only be announce during the closing ceremony. All the debators sat together, waiting patiently with heart beating as if running. Then, the moment had arrived. The result was so slow that I felt like the world had stop turning. Everyone was so anxious to know the result. It was a shocking moment when they announced that our school had won the debate competition and the best speaker was given to my 2nd speaker. *I'm the 3rd speaker. The person who rebut all the points raised by the opponent.* The 2nd speaker went to take his trophy and ask a chance to talk a short while. No one was seeing that coming. He said, " Thank you to the judges for awarding this trophy to me. I won't be able to take this trophy if not for our team's 3rd speaker (he is refering me). So I would like to give this trophy to her and also as her birthday present." I was dumbstruck. My teacher's were looking at me and smiled. Even my other team member's too. I was so embarassed. When the ceremony was over, we took a photo at the stage to keep in the school's book. Another thing happened was that after taking the photos, all of them sang happy birthday song for me. It was so loud and unexpected. Later, we went to the canteen to have lunch. I can't forget the whole incident. If I was a person who blushes easily, surely my cheeks were blushing for the whole time. But thanks to them, I had the most memorable birthday in my life. =D

Unbelieveable

There are myriad kinds of human being in the world. At times you may meet someone who is so good that even the word 'amazing' is not enough to describe that person. But no doubt that there are hypocrites in this world.

I, myself met so many hypocrites. One of them is a person whom I met from somewhere out of no where. * The person name is discrete* This person (****) so sweet at first when I know ****. We chatted and called each other. I have seen **** pic and so is ****. One fine day, out of the blue we fought. He started scolding me with bad words and tell me to shut up and all the things that hurt a girl's feeling. I don't know whether **** realises or not but the words that were said can't be taken back, the feelings that were hurt ain't be cured just by saying the word 'SORRY'. There ain't anything to do when a guy hurt a girl's feeling *Guys who are reading this remember not to hurt a girl's feeling no matter you are the girl's friend or whatever. Some girls may look strong on the outside but a girl's heart and feelings is vulnerable and can't be fine as you play around with the guy friend.*
Then its like we kinda lost in touch for sometime. * I don't know why but whenever I meet a new person or even my guy friends at school and we start texting each other, there will always a point where we sorta quiten to each other. It's kinda weird but it always happened to me.* After for sometime **** begin to text me again and say sorry and whatsoever. I don't know what made ****'s attitude to change and appologize. Do guys think that everything will be all fine again after appologize? Girls will surely say appology accepted but here's a fact - NOTHING can be the same as before an incident happen. No matter what was that incident was.

Back to my story....
We chatted using MSN only. We couldn't talk much for we have nothing in common anymore. Not long, the fight was been started again. And we stop chatting right until today. I didn't expect to hear from **** anymore. I had totally forgotten about ****'s existance before in one part of my life. **** was conveying ****'s concern for me which I don't really got touched.

I can't believe how hypocrite a person can be.

Scho0linG dAys... PART 2

I remember my first day at secondary school. All the form 1 student will go through orientation week. We learned about the school compound, school song, and the school regulation. Not forgetting we make new friends. On the 2nd last day of the orientation week I was been called by one of the English teacher that apparently knew my father. At that time, I was getting ready to go back home. The teacher ask me to come to school in the evening for one audition. I was shocked because I was new at that moment. And of course I don't expect to be called for any thing yet. That evening I went to school as been told. There was so many people in the school hall. The seniors called one by one to go on the stage and express the expression they ask us in one sentence. The audition is to find new layers of artors and actresses for the drama competition. After the audition was done, I was told that I will be one of the drama club. I made friends with all of them and our friendship lasts till now. We had the drama competition among the schools to determine which school will represent the district to the state level competition. Our drama club came out with a script entitled "Jack and the Beanstalk 2". I held the role for Jasmine (the heroin).
The story is sort of the continuation of Jack and the Beanstalk. The difference is Jack and the Beanstalk 2 happens to the son of Jack, Jack Junior (JJ). JJ was not aware of the incident that happened to the father. He too got a can of bean from a friend. He accidently threw the bean outside the window when his mother gave him a fright. [During the competition time, they judges were shocked because the beans accidently thrown near them. hehe] The next day, the beans that were scattered on the ground grew into a big long tree that leads to way up into the sky. JJ was curious with the tree. So he climb up there and met Jasmine. Jasmine and JJ were from two different worlds. Jasmine was afraid of JJ at first because of their different looks. After meeting Jasmine that day and was frighten by Jasmine's father, he planned to make friends with Jasmine. He will climb up to Jasmine's world and play with Jasmine. Not long later, Jasmine told him everything that was happening in her world and came out with a plan to unite JJ's world (human world) and her world (giant world). The conflict arose after the incident JJ's father discovered the Giant's world. They went to meet the elder and the elements of the world; Fire, Water, Soil, Wind. 2 elements hate JJ's world because they said JJ's world had cause the chaos at their place whereas the other two support the giant's world. The elder's role is almost the same a a judge. He will be the one calming the elements there against fighting. JJ and Jasmine will meet the elder every day to discuss about the matter. At last, both world united with the great effort from Jasmine and JJ.

That was the story of the drama we played. To my surprise, we won the drama competition at district level. The state level competition was held at Muar District. We did more props before the State Level Competition. But we didn't win due to other strong competitors from few other districts. We were down. Our teacher told us not to for we had done our best to win this competition after a few years we had lost to one particular school in our district.
I was glad that we had won the drama competition that year because we gained lots more of experience at state level.

While the drama competition was going on, I was ask to join the debate competition. Our school was once represent the district to the state level during my sister's time. After that, our school barely made it to the finals at district level. It was quite frustrating to not be able to compete at state level. I was not expose to this competition. I was kind of blurr about what the competition was all about. Luckily for me I have a year to learn about debate. Since then, I was the 'important' one in the English club.

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When I was in secondary 2, I was someone that most of the teachers would rely on. We did plan to do a study tour to KL. I was the head of the tour. The activities were been planned and arranged by our music teacher. We went to the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra(MPO), visit the HQ of LRT. Our visit to MPO was the best of all. We were told that we was the 1st group from Johor to arrive at MPO. A day before the concert, we went there and was told about the do's and dont's, history of MPO, and the performance that we were going to see the next day. The hall was so huge. There were sits for the VVIP's and so many more. It is like the ones that we will usually see in the TV. The feeling was unspeakable. There's no words can be associated with the feeling that we experience. After the performance, the conductor came to use and chit chatted with us. We even took a picture for our rememberence. In addition, our picture was been publish in a newspaper the following day. It was so remarkable. :D

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The year I'm sitting for my PMR examination was a stressful year. So many things to revise and with the activities I was involved, I felt like the 24-hours wasn't enough for me to use. But thank God, everything went well eventhough we didn't win the debate competition. I was gaining more and more knowledge and experience. It was a not so great year for me though. ^^

lost hope

What job am I going to do when I work? How high education will I go? Where shall I go to pursue my dreams? When will I be very confident about my future?
Aaarggghh.... I'm sick and tired of all this? Why can't I get into anything that I applied?? Why must I be wondering what my future holds for me? Why!Why!Why!! I don't understand. My friends know where they were going to head to. What about me? Where am I going?
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Scho0linG dAys... PART1

My parents sent me to SK school which is near to my house when I was 7 years old. I remembered one incident that happened to me when I was in primary one. It's so embarrassing. There was one particular day that I went back to school after a week off due to my fever or chicken pox. I don't really remember what I was going through that time. My neigbour's granddaughter was my best friend. We will spent our time together playing games like cooking, and also study on our weak subjects. Moreover her mother was teaching in the same school. So I spent most of my time in her house.
*back to my original story*
The day I went back to school, I saw nurses came to school to give the students injection. I can't remember what injection was that for. Hehe.. SInce I was a young girl, I was terrified to see needle. I don't know why. I think I'm phobia with needles for no reason. I'm still afraid of it now.. Usually when the nurses come, I'll be the last person to be jab. I'll ask all of my classmates to go first. And of course my turn still come at last. So I will be looking else where when the nurse get the needle ready. Sometimes, if I get to a nice nurse, then she will talk to me to distract my attention from the needle. But it don't work for me. No matter what she say or do I will still have the fear in my head. The funny thing is that I cried when I got the injection. Haha... I can't stop crying. My friends all were looking at me. Some of them were laughing at me. An old friend of my mother who was working as the Guru Penolong Kanan there came to the rescue. She was being told by the teachers I guess that I was crying. So she brought me to call back home. My parents were buzy at that moment. So they can't fetch me. My brother and sister were studying. So she brought me with her to her class. I sat behind while she wazs teaching. Later, my parents came and took me home.
After that incident, my friends start teasing me for crying.

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When I was in primary 4, the school provide the students chinese class. I attended the class with one friend (malay) and my mum's friend son (chinese). He's older than me 1 year. We attend the class together. Everytime we were in the class, we will find a place for all three of us. Whosoever reach first is responsible to find place for the others. When the teacher was teaching, the 3 of us will chit chat. Hehe.. The teacher would always stare at us because we were too noisy. *I can't believe a was so naughty* We had been sitting together, helping each other with the homework until one fine day. I had no idea what had happend. My mum came home and ask me whether I pak tor with him or not. I was shocked. At that time, we was so naive. Didn't think of anything besides being friends. Don't know how can the rumors came out saying that we were couple. Haiz. My mum said his mother went to school and complaint about the rumour. My mum also was shocked with the incident and came home quickly to ask me about it. Which in turn I was speechless, knowing next to nothing. From then on, my friend and me don't even talk to him or sit with him anymore. Even when we walk into each other, we will look elsewhere. Even when we were studying in the same secondary school.

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I had been elected as a prefect from primary two till primary six. The teachers look up on me. And I hold the record of the longest time of being a prefect in my family. My brother and sister was a prefect when they were in primary six. Whereas, my youngest sister became a librarian only. My parents will always tease my siblings saying that they were not as discipline as I am. I will laugh at them most of the time and boast about it. The prefect chart will be dominated by the prefect in primary six. When I was in primary six, all the prefects bet who will going to be the president and vice president. The president was one bright student from my class (6Aman). We thought that the prson who will holding the post of Vice President will be another friend of mine (Nabilah). But our discipline teacher haven't officially inform who holds the post of the President and Vice President. As usual, the students will hear rumours about who will going to get that post and so on. The teachers were talking about it too. One day, when I was making sure that no student were loitering at the canteen with the other group members, the discipline teacher (Mr. Majid) called me into the teachers' dining area. He was eating at the moment when he ask me whether who I think should be holding the Vice president post. I gave a few names and reasons of my choices. He listens and then said, the teachers had all agreed to elect me as the Vice president. I was shocked. I couldn't believe that the teachers put such high expectations on me. I even told him that I'm not good enough to be the Vice President. He told me to believe in myself. He said that he knows I can serve the school well and hope that I will not turn down the offer. After hearing the reasons the teachers chose me, I accepted the post willingly and promise that I will do my very best. My responsibilities are no longer in my group only but the whole school prefects. Me and the President did a few new changes in the prefects board. We came out with new time table for every prefect during the weekly assembly. We put prefects in-charge for the MC, reading vow, reciting prayer and a person to make sure the PA system is working well. During the assembly time, the president and me will roam at each block to make sure no one was trying to escape the assembly. It was fun. Eventhough the responsibility was big but I enjoyed my work. I don't complaint about anything. I do miss my primary school. I hope I can turn back the time.

b0ring day

Today the weather is so hot. So nice if there's swimming pool nearby. :)

I'm still waiting for the maktab result to come out. If I didn't get it then I wouldn't know where shall I go. But it's kinda weird that I don't feel anything. I mean everyone sure will feel nervous before the result comes out. I don't have that feeling at all. Not a single feeling of nervous or what-so-ever. Haiz.....

Today there's nothing much to do. So boring..!!! Feel like going to the beach but the place is full of tents for the carnival. What to do...?? :(

Inexpressible

Today after sending my sisters to school, I went to the beach. The sea water was so beautiful, blue-ish green in colour. I like to sit and be mesmerized by the work of God. I can't really say it's beautiful because it was way beyond that. Unfortunately, I can't stay long.
When I'm down, the first thing that cross my mind will be "BEACH!!"
I don't know why. Maybe it is because whenever I see the sea, I'll feel calm and safe.
I'll surely miss the sea when I go further my studies...
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my life after receiving my P license

The time of being fetch by other people is over. I am the 'driver' for my sisters now. After I passed my JPJ exam, everyone was asking about my P license. "When will you receive your license?", "Can you fetch us out?" ,etc.....

Everyone bombat me with questions every day without fail. Until the day I got my license of course. Starting from that moment, the scenario of my life after SPM which I had in my mind since the lat day of the SPM examination vanished into thin air.

I was kind of imagining my life would me very relaxing after taking the SPM examination. My daily chores would be cleaning the house, tidying my room, helping around in the kitchen and most of the time spending infront of the TV; watching my favourite TV series, drama, movie and music videos.*sigh*

The next day, around 2pm, I get a call from my sister asking me to fetch her from school and back to school at 5pm. I was scared at 1st because didn't even done any test drive with the cars avilable at home. So I called my father to fetch my sister home. Later that evening, I went for my 1st test diving with my dad using Kancil. My legs were shivering as if I was taking test with the JPJ. So my father told me the direction to go. I went to the Industrial area, the village where I was living in, Taman Wawasan, way to the school and then back home through the hill. I was so scared that I didn't exceed 40km/hour. My dad was so patient with me. :P

Then, I was assigned to fetch my two dear sisters back and forth to school. Not forgetting that I was heping my aunt with her business account. I will only go into the office after they come back from the shop so my working hours is like 1-2 hours daily. hehe.... Can I even consider it as working...?? ^o)

Later at night I will stay at my grandparents's house. After my last paper, I stayed at my grandparent's house. Accompany them because no one else were there besides the maid. Well I was the 'best' grandchild they could ever ask for. :D

I'll stay awake until aroung 1-2 am then only let my eyes rest. The other days were almost the same. But sometimes I will have to go out to my aunt's shop to help around if they ned help of course...lol